Storms

Every night that goes between
I feel a little less
As you slowly go away from me
This is only another test
Every day I do not come
Your softness fades away
Did I ever really care that much?
Is there anything left to say?
Every hour of fear I spend
My body tries to cry
Living through each empty night
A deadly calm inside
I haven't felt this way I feel
Since many a year ago
But in those years and the lifetimes past
I did not deal with the road
And I did not deal with you I know
Though the love has always been
So I search to find an answer there
So I can truly win
Every hour of fear I spend
My body tries to cry
Living through each empty night
A deadly calm inside
So I try to say goodbye, my friend
I'd like to leave you with something warm
But I never have been a blue calm sea
I have always been a storm
Always been a storm
Always been a storm