Stillborn Sisters

[Verse 1:]
Steppin' out into the real world ain't so easy
Gotta look both ways, stay inside today, look up a how-to article
Maybe someday I'll figure it out, but for now I'll just lazily sit here
Cock in hand, distant lands comin' closer by the hour
Responsibility creepin' up on me, I'm afraid to admit I'm afraid to move on
But I put on a front that I'm just too cool to care
And maybe everybody else will pick up the slack, I'm okay with looking selfish
And then my future will look so great to me, and I don't even have to start it

[Pre-Chorus:]
Gotta move on up (get that degree)
Gotta move on up (in front of me)
Gotta move on up (and take charge)
Gotta move on up (and live large)
But I can't move up (I'm just too anxious)
I can't move up (I'm scared to leave)
I can't move up (I don't know anyone)
I can't move up (I won't know)

[Chorus:]
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own

[Verse 2:]
So many choices, it feels like there's so much time to make 'em
Do I really have to do them now, or can I just take a rest?
Nihilistic fantasy runs wild like a fire inside
Yet everybody else just cares so much about it, and still I don't know why
I can ask my higher-ups, but even them I don't care to contact
There are people living here who matter more to me than myself
It's a dangerous way of thinking, probably gonna live here all my fuckin' life
But I don't care to think about it, it's better to live while I can

[Pre-Chorus:]
Gotta move on up (get that degree)
Gotta move on up (in front of me)
Gotta move on up (and take charge)
Gotta move on up (and live large)
But I can't move up (I'm just too anxious)
I can't move up (I'm scared to leave)
I can't move up (I don't know anyone)
I can't move up (I won't know)

[Chorus:]
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own

[Bridge:]
I've asked myself this same fuckin' thing every goddamn night
Am I willing to make a change tomorrow, and every night the answer's yes
But I wake up and remember I'm a fucking slacker in chains
And I know there'll never be anything that I really care to change

[Chorus:]
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own
Like a stillborn sister
Can't find my own, can't find my own