Still Wide Awake

Every sound I hear, every move I make
now its 3 am and I'm still wide awake
I'm just sitting here, waiting for a call

but I doubt that my phone will ring at all
I'm not broken yet, I'm still half alive
Hoping that we find some sort of afterlife
Digging through the ruins
Of the walls that I burned down
holding myself back to ask if you miss me now

I don't think that I can see from both sides
I know I am right, I don’t wanna fight
I don’t wanna think
I just wanna know
I don't want you to go

I'm not going to bed anytime soon
And I figured I would find you
Still wide awake in your room
And I don’t wanna give up on you yet
But you keep messing with my head
And I don't know if I can do
What you want me to

What do you want me to do

I'm still sore from all the times you stabbed my back
And left the knife
I'm not sure you ever cared
You never shared your mind
Don’t think that I should
But I know I will
There are paths I can take I'm just standing still
I'm still standing stuck
I'm so tired of promising myself
That I won't fall in love

I'm not going to bed anytime soon
And I figured I would find you
Still wide awake in your room
And I don’t wanna give up on you yet
But you keep messing with my head
And I don't know if I can do
What you want me to

I don’t know why I just keep fighting it
It's all inside my mind
And I'm dying to get out
But I can’t forget about you
You took me to places that I've never seen
The spark in your heart set fire to all of my dreams
I don't know what to do

I'm not going to bed anytime soon
And I figured I would find you
Still wide awake in your room
And I don’t wanna give up on you yet
But you keep messing with my head
And I don't know if I can do
What you want me to