State Of Mind

All that I’ve done and what I’ve came to be… listen and take a seat / god as my witness? You’d better pray for me…. I need a saviour, these demons don’t play, they’re chasing me… embrace and feed em occasionally… but c’est la vie… I’ve got a meeting with my maker, and I’m never late… choose or hesitate? I chose to set a date… I just make em think I’ve grown and let em wait on changes that I’ll never make… Reason why I’m favoured? Let me demonstrate… mental stuck in mid December, pencil to the page, engage and generate… brain been feeling weighted, better ventilate… opposition watching, then again they either bend or break… fuck this entertainment, gazing at this TV dinner, should’ve been a steak… … I come to senses, make amends with my inflictions… keep my struggles pent so they don’t blend with my ambitions… turn the music up to throw me back at my intentions and my vision starts to focus, I just hope I make a difference, said…

Hook: the show’s off / I’m going / my time is served, and I could sing a sad song / but for all / it’s worth /oh / I’m •laid / back… packed / and ready to leave / but feeling just / woke / do it one / more / for the dream / it go..

V: / monopolize on a pile of trials and tribulations… intimidated by nada, the fittest will survive… I’ve pushed the limits, my foot been in it, I’m still alive… conscience free of guilt / oxen-free, don’t kill the vibe… you’re now in tune with the rudest, realest, the dude is still as stupid ill, to feud it is ill-advised… to those who dispute it, come make your move if you feel inspired… I’ve started writing mileage on my shoes / put the lighter to the fuse / all the money in the world / couldn’t buy me a day… it’s fine… cuz contemplation’s a waste / of time… I’m trying to make it higher, praying it’s safe / to climb… it seem / life / like / being a bitch / I’ma make / her mine… … calculated and cold… act / like I salivate / salvation… thou / shalt / name him the goat… catching woes in place of patience and hope / but can’t blame em, shit, I gave em the go… well say no more except…

Hook: the show’s off / I’m going / my time is served / and I could sing a sad song / but for all / it’s worth /oh / I’m •laid / back… packed / and ready to leave / but feeling just / woke / do it one / more / for the dream / it go..

Been through the fire / hale / rain / and snow / I been / broke / booed / off / no / place / to go / oh / I’m •laid / back… packed / and ready to leave / I’ll do it one / more / time for the dream…