Heart

V: … somebody tell Illuminati to come and get me, I’m trying to get up out of this city, give me the ends • to/ … by any means I’ma benefit, if it kill me, I’m ready, leave me a memory everybody could vent to/ … shit all I want is a tour • bus • to pull up in and show everybody what I’m made of, say what I can do/ … I wanna take all my people with me that stuck with through it, fuck em if they didn’t love me or they pretend to/ • no… hold up… I don’t… mean to be pulling this negativity into me, I’m just waking up/ … I walk around with the world on my broken shoulder, they trying to get in my head as if the planet didn’t weigh enough/ … I’m feeling fed up and motivated together, forget about any stresses, I’m taking measures to stay in touch/ … but then again, in the bigger picture, I’m sick of committing when it uplift everybody but me, cuz they don’t love/ … oh you believed in me, did you? Then what up recently with you? When I’m in need with an issue, they turn and walk away/ … all of a sudden they need somebody to talk • to… don’t come to me with your troubles, I cut the ball and chain/ … I’m doing me, they trying to treat it like it’s all a game… quit trying to hide your true colours, them others all the same/ … you’re looking at what you’ve pointed your fucking fingers toward ever since I started, don’t bother calling my name, I got em/

Bridge: put up… threw out… dump and… roll/ … foot in… foot out… come and… go/ … I been… on my… fucking… own/ … and I don’t need nobody to boast • for me, the moment I get ahead and I get me some recognition, they crowd me… fuck everybody that isn’t already bout • me/ … and where was you when I put it all on the line? You were one of the many ready to doubt • me/ now •

Hook: all em •all up in my business, they be meddling/ … one tough act to follow, y’all don’t know by now, you never will/ … strengthened by my sorrow, desperado, I don’t let em in/ … y’all been window shopping all the problems I done locked up, that’s on God I’m in • love…
(With the pills, with the pain, with the feel • for the game, what I’d kill for..) … love… (built • for the strain, with the skill • for the name • on the billboard) … love… (guilt • for the gain, but I milk • what I claim • what I’m here for) … love… that’s right…

V: … I see the puzzle got some pieces missing… now how the fuck am I supposed to make a decent living? … huh? … and why I always gotta be a critic? … why every time I get to speak it’s always been a minute? … huh? … why ain’t nobody trying to see me get it? … why everybody gotta tell me they believing in it? … huh? … the fuck I gotta do to be the pivot? … huh? … and am I wrong in being me if I don’t see no limit? … nah… kept my head up from the get up, cuz I’m tripping every time I let em put me in another lane… and everybody’s entitled to their opinion, I never should’ve spent as much energy on all them other games … infatuated with rap and dilapidated from having exacerbated the path I paved in the past • years… there ain’t no struggle I’ve ever exaggerated, capacitated the demons, been accoladed with mad • tears… I ain’t concerned with the Gucci, Louis, and cashmere… I’m putting food on my table, this ain’t no lavish life… I’ll step on anybody toe, I’ve never had fear… and anybody trying to slow me just a parasite… to everybody interested in my paradigm… there just a couple opinions I gotta clarify… I used to run it like a sprint but it’s marathon… I used to care what they thought but let me be clear, I got em…

Bridge: put up… threw out… dump and… roll/ … foot in… foot out… come and… go/ … I been… on my… fucking… own/ … and I don’t need nobody to boast • for me, the moment I get ahead and I get me some recognition, they crowd me… fuck everybody that isn’t already bout • me/ … and where was you when I put it all on the line? You were one of the many ready to doubt • me/ now •

Hook: all em •all up in my business, they be meddling/ … one tough act to follow, y’all don’t know by now, you never will/ … strengthened by my sorrow, desperado, I don’t let em in/ … y’all been window shopping all the problems I done locked up, that’s on God I’m in • love…
(With the pills, with the pain, with the feel • for the game, what I’d kill for..) … love… (built • for the strain, with the skill • for the name • on the billboard) … love… (guilt • for the gain, but I milk • what I claim • what I’m here for) … love… that’s right…