Standing On Cars

HOOK

I wrote to this remind myself
Don't be a fool and get caught up
No matter
How good
It may feel
That shit ain't real
It's all made up
I bump this when im by myself
Just wishin this ain't how it was
Hopin someday things will change
But now i'm askin for too much
Yeah
(it's just all too much)
Yeah
(i just want too much)
-- why would this time
Be different
See that shit ain't real
It's all made up yeah
(it's just all made up)
Yeah
(must be all made up)
-- just my imagination
-- so don't fall for all that shit again

VERSE

So
Easily discarded
Easily replaced
Break every single mirror i own
I don't wanna see my face
No more
I feel so damn retarded
A failure and disgrace.....
How could i let myself believe
That this was really happening
I wanted to fall for it
I told myself this couldn't be......
Been years since i had took that chance
This heartache is so bittersweet
I should have just ignored it
But once again i've gone too deep
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Said, what the fuck is wrong with me?....

Now i can barely think
Wishin you were next to me
The hardest part is knowing
Could have grown
But we may never see
It hurts me every morning
When i look down at my phone and see
The care you had for me is gone
Been left on seen for a couple weeks....
Was i too nice?...(prolly)
Was i too weak?....
....i truly miss your voice
And holding hands while fallin asleep....
Is this too much?
Is this obscene?
....or was this all made up?
-- if so
-- then let's play make believe.............
See
I am truly sorry
If i'm havin trouble, lettin go.......
I thought this thing was special
But i guess i'm just not what you want
My time is gettin shorter
So it's back to how i was before
Although this damn reminder
Just gon make me think about you more

HOOK