Once/Open

VERSE I

ONCE.....
I know this might sound fucked up
But i gotta speak my mind
Or else im feelin locked up
Fuck...
I wish dis shit didn't hurt so much
If this chance passes me by
I may regret this til im dust
Dusk......
On my friends porch smokin blunts
Half the year been doin shows
To those that came
Love everyone.....
But....
The thing bout bein gone for months
Ive had time to think alot
About how you only live ONCE
ONCE....

See i’m not tryin to crush no one
By decisions that i make
While im still capable and young
-- my life has so damn much at stake
I fear my steps
And what i break.....
Even those theses risks i take
May lead to better places.............

HOOK

I just wish this ONCE.....
That every choice i made
Didn't have so many (consequences).....
ONCE that box is OPENED up......
If we like it, should'nt fight it
It was meant to happen like this.............OPEN

VERSE II

--what if i had to start again.....
Would i die broke and alone
While getting looked down by my friends
--hurt the ones that love me most
To find the love i never had
---your love was always good enough
But we might the find the love we lack
If you were in my position
Wonder if you’d understand
--you know when we made our decision
There were certain circumstances
-- and our current situation
Hurts me and just holds me back
I knew this was the risk we took
I'm sorry im the first to crack
OPEN......

^see im not tryin to trash your love
-- this sort of freedom that i crave
-- is deeper than just tryin to fuck
-- i don't know what my problem is
But this feelin is serious
Unless i find out what this is
I don't think i can give this up
ONCE......