Squirrel Away

20 years before this day is when I was born
Raised cold but the hand that fed me was so warm
(warm)
Don't know how I feel when nothing really seems real
(when nothing really seems real)
I can't be the only one set apart from the rest
You can't study for this shit why is my life a test
Who do I need who do I get rid of
Been bruised before so I made my skin tough

I go to bed
Late at night
I can't sleep
Til I make it right

Go to bed
Late at night
I won't love
But refuse to fight (2x)

Groundhog day, wake up do the same thing the same way
Well maybe smile maybe pretend everything is okay
But I fell
I fell down, really hard and I can't get back up
Always run, and run fast when things get too rough
I don't know, and I don't care
I like the view from down here
Think I'll stay, build a life without the bullshit and cheer
Without the bullshit and cheer
I like the view from down here

I go to bed
Late at night
I can't sleep
Til I make it right

Go to bed
Late at night
I won't love
But refuse to fight
I refuse to fight (2x)