Spyro

[Intro]
Latency's far
I'm picking at scars again
'cause I've been losing strength in my arms
And the warmth in my heart
Pick it up
Toss it out
Feelings shank
Feel it sharp

[Bridge]
Losing strength in my arms again
Doing my best, doing my best

[Verse 1]
If they complain, I'm the worst
Then I'll let it hurt
'cause i'm apathetic at best
I let it get on my nerves
While you bitchin' and nag, I de-stress
Chardonnay in my chest
I'd check my phone
But that egos myself 'till i'm pressed
Fluid cardiac arrest
Outta my dome, till i'm ghost
Matter of fact, i'm repressed

[Verse 2]
When i step outside, i just fall through the flooring
And you step aside whеn i'm entering pouring
My state of array, еvery sec' of the day
So i turn to the blade, but if it goes in deeper
Then i may as well make a date with the reaper
And lower concern for myself as a seeker
'cause i wasn't fit to bestow what they wanted
Trickling stones like an amateur novice
With no sense of balance, nor care where they landed
If you would've just realized why this happens
Then i wouldn't cry, or feel so fucking captive
And hurt, and alone as I lie on my mattress
And shot to the masses 'bout all of my feelings
Fixated on rippin' this notion of healing
Apart in the dark, it ain't smart, but they'll hear me
At least to the point where the hurt is appealing

[Verse 3]
"if you care, why don't you show it?
Is it because you're a poet?"
Bitch, i'm eternally broken
Quit treating me like a hoax
'cause, they all disappear when i'm at my lowest
I've been holding up this lantern to glow on it's own
And i feel like spyro, flames in a spiral back, like it's spinal
I've been on my own shit
But every little thought that tortures me
Are the only ones that help when i lack empathy

[Verse 4]
Confine the lies and shallow tears
Oh, your ignorance is something i don't wanna hear
A passerby, lulling lowered eyes
Hope you feel alright for the new year's
'cause i stand at the front lines, it's hypocritical and nuclear

[Outro]
Decapitated from my patience, had to wait and let it grow
Morals shrink the moment we quit nurturing our weary bones