Broil

[Intro]
(Oh, this Nate2Timez?)

[Chorus]
If I down that substance, maybe I can manage
Fading in the night by dealing me some damage
It'd be nice if you'd check on me
By the morning sun, I forget these things
Bit off more than I can chew, like I'm addicted to losing
You can't handle the truth, so you treat me like a nuisance
But I keep moving
Keep moving
Keep moving
I keep moving

[Verse 1]
By expression alone I can tell you ain't down
Maybe I would cop a feel if you would crop me out
Feel like that I've been a bitch and a cunt to my close friends
But they tell me otherwise, that must be a sign of progress
But I never leave the house, I blame it on my traumas
The insomnia shrinks any chance to withdraw them
I don't feel love anyways
It's like I should've known in the first place
And I really wouldn't mind if we talked more often
With my chances gone, I'm left to live with nonsense
But don't leave bleed bad, at least bring it to a broil
Crush your regrets like a can made of foil
Do the stars shine through the darkest nights at their own will?
My lights ain't bright for those who don't feel real
My thoughts aligned, don't lie
I can see through your blinds, don't talk to me nice

[Verse 2]
But I just
Want you to hear me out
I'm throwing in the towel
Splinters in my cells
Got em swelling well
'Til I'm raising hell
So now, have I got your attention?
It's only so long 'til I cave in
I've always had pure intentions
And if you don't believe me
I guess that's the way that the world's gonna treat me

[Verse 3]
If I ain't counting sheep, then I'm part of the herd
If the wolf's so bad, why his bites ain't hurt?
Maybe it sees like me, because I breathe to bleed
But maybe that's just me and my extremities
I got a rushed pulse, but my breath's still shallow
I ain't decompress 'cause I'm housing these shadows
They ain't wanna battle, I hear their rattles
I'll help you my friends, let me become your paddle
But wait, I'm quite fragile, you'll break me in half
Though on second thought, that might not be half bad
'Cause my dreams try to kill me, just to heal me
Infatuation ain't ever the real thing
That shit don't reflect who you are
Tucked in this corpse I feel comfortably harmed
Don't help me out
I'm already numb

[Chorus]
If I down that substance, maybe I can manage
Fading in the night by dealing me some damage
It'd be nice if you'd check on me
By the morning sun, I forget these things
Bit off more than I can chew, like I'm addicted to losing
You can't handle the truth, so you treat me like a nuisance
But I keep moving
Keep moving
Keep moving
I keep moving

[Outro]
(Covered in the sounds)
(Drowning out)
(Drowning out)
I wouldn't wanna go back
'Cause I know all that I lack
(Is that so wrong)