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Funny how those string lights look
Funny I can’t remember
This one's coming back from hell
I’m catching lips and wishing wells
Misery is empty
But it's funnier than ever
That one day I will die too
And I'll have to take me with you
I will take you all with me I will take you all with me
Funny how nostalgia makes those marshes all look like
A meadow full of flowers but I always loved dragonflies
And lightning bugs and all the swamps are rising up and swallowing us all
I feel like I’m a loser I lose something most everyday
I know that it is played out but I think that I could be a bird
I could fly up onto wires eat a mashed up old supply of Cap'n Crunch and slushies
God loves me I love Him
He loves 7-11
I’ll be drinking slurpees in heaven
I think that maybe heaven has been here this whole time
Depression isn’t constant its a fucking bedbug line
And Heaven was a turnpike and you were driving sixty five
And cars were all the angels I’m a dreamer I believe ya I was just outside to see ya
Trade my body in for credit cause boy I can’t deceive ya
I’m a meadow full of flowers
I’ve been dead for a few hours
So I’m dancing amongst the maples
The leaves are lined with syrup
And I just can’t believe that the middle one is 22
I’m almost 25 and I’m still pretty and I’m still shy
Just like that fuckin' bedbug line
Just like a million butterflies
But why oh why am I still learning what it's like to be alive