​rainy, time of year

[Spoken Word, Sampled]
Okay, this is the first video on becoming a real wizard
And uh, this is gonna be good stuff
Although some people probably aren't gonna like certain aspects of it
Y'know why? They're not gonna like certain aspects of it?
Well because, they have all kinds of fantasies
And fantasy and reality are two different things
And this is not gonna fit into your fantasy of a wizard

Weird how everything's dynamic
Today I sold my soul again
And God knows he'll never understand me
And God knows I'm stuck here in my room

This car feels like a mattress
Why won't my life stop flashing
The insects outside love me, that's why they live above me
And everything's confusing, I don't know what I'm saying
But I'm crying all the time because I'm a cactus overwatered, or maybe underwater
To deal with some emotions I'll submerge myself and grow gills

Mother Nature's getting older, she's a hypocrite
I'll breathe deep, keep things lighter
Don't think I'll write this song
My reflection's behind me, just a few seconds off
When I look back you were with me, always catching me up

"There's this song that I've heard
Think that you should check it out
There was no chorus or verse
In fact there wasn't much sound
And in the morning something I said will turn to fuzz
And I'll believe anything"

[Melissa's Poem]
I used to [?] the ferry to San Francisco, and a dead phone full of messages
I used to want an empty chair, and a street crawling with the shadows of strangers
It used to feel so good to have all eyes on me
It used to feel much better to blow them all away like ladybugs