Spiral

[Verse 1]
What’s the meaning of life
Meaning of breathing, just to find peace in the hedon of light
What you bring to the life of people?
Just to seek things u believe that u think that are right
You live like you never ever thinking about it
I can fend, but I can never live all about it
What is it? I can never know just what I want
And I’m a bitch, for ever wanting something more than just to want it
I can never live more than I just want to die
Living lies like I’m living for a heaven in the sky I’m surprised that I’m living in a hell and still ain't died
I’m alive but there ain’t a point in giving any time to survive in the country I despise
So tell me why
Do I feel to function I must give any bit of love to love bitch
You see I could hardly give a fuck but fuck it
Look alive
I’m just a lost boy, a lost kid, I’m not shit
I mean I’m hardly brain dead, no conscience, don’t pop shit
I done seen a lot of shit, you’ll nauseous
But, once you’ve been in my shoes, you’ll prophet
Look alive
No more of that nonsense
I can’t find more than a portion of topics
To not give in to the force of the Glock click
I pop it like POP, took a shot to the noggin
I’m hogging up all that I can of what’s not in
I’m starving like parched but I’m parked in Bin Laden
No hope for a pac, I’m a problem with conscious
My mind sick I’m not kidding I’m as dead as my heart is, catharsis

[Chorus]
I can’t live like I want to die
This world ain’t mine to give to all of it
I want to fit
If you can’t find worth then maybe you should die
If I could find worth in you, you should cry
In my eyes