[Chorus: Caleb Steph]
As the days go by and the world goes round I need you
You know I need you
And as my heart gets cold
My time gets close
I need you
You know I need you
[Verse 1: Caleb Steph]
Yeah, yeah
Woke up this morning
Thinking about you lately
Attempted to call you
I ended it when it rang
You too busy with Marlin
Bet you sexing him on them covers and sheets that I bought you
You prolly showing them moves that you learnt when I taught you
I ain't hating man I’m just saying I know that I lost you
For someone who doesn't love you and knows whatchu gone through
Why you like him so much?
I don't get it, you got me twisted and crying so much
Told my mama you was the greatest thing God ever touched
But too bad he made you a woman that can’t ever love
And I know it but I'm still pushing this thought of an us
I know it but I'm still thinking bout calling you up damn
[Bridge: Trè Samuels]
I'm dreaming lucid got eyes for you
Even when they closed
Yeah that's how I know
[Verse 2: Caleb Steph]
That's how I know whenever I say fuck you I'm lying
Too many thoughts of hating you to keep me from trying
But every time we speak it's like I’m losing my mind
I can’t forget about you
All them nights of me writing telling my pen about you
All them rumors ya friends was telling to split us up
Even Taylor been lying saying I fucked her once I can't believe you Believing every one but me and still I think I need you?
I took the wrist of every man and forced that hand to feed you I’m tripping
But now I'm barely feeling anything
Between the fighting and them dreams of getting wedding rings Between them nights I spent with women I don't care about
We made a promise that we won't let nothing tear us down
You broke it, and look at me like I’m the one to blame
Yo daddy calling up my phone throwing dirt on my name
I might fight yo father today and then catch me a case
I'm heated, I did a lot for you stop acting stupid
On some Ashanti shit you acting foolish
And I can't do this
[Bridge: Trè Samuels]
I'm dreaming lucid got eyes for you even when they closed
Yeah that's how I know
[Verse 3: Caleb Steph]
Thats how I know you lyin' when you saying you love me
Cause even if you tried you couldn't keep me from knowing you never bein' honest
Fuck them niggas you meeting while you away at college they can die
Along with all these feelings for you that I got inside
Along with every bit of effort that I put into you
Tell me sumn different, are you really who you say you are?
Are you really done pretending like I made your scars?
Forget your messages look at me when you hear me talk
Yo homegirl text me tryna fuck me does that break your heart?
Man I might do it then record it just to add some spark
I'm wylin?, girl not at all that's what you put me through
But in yo darkest days who stayed right there to push you through?, me
Not that nigga that you textin now
I thought yo mama raised you better girl you let me down
I thought yo pops was kind of reasonable he crazy too
I wish yo parents never met to make the birth of you
I wish I never even sat beside yo ass in school, damn
[Bridge: Trè Samuels]
I'm dreaming lucid got eyes for you even when they closed
Yeah thats how I know
[Chorus: Caleb Steph]
And as the days go by and the world goes round I need you
You know I need you
And as my heart gets cold
My time gets close
I need you
You know I need you
[Outro: Caleb Steph]
And outta all these girls I never me no one like you ain't met no one like you
Baby you everything I ever thought I needed I can't even believe it
You said you had my back
Through everything
You played me
Can't believe that you played me
And now I wrote this song about you I'll delete you
I don't even need you
Special was written by Caleb Steph & Sha Money XL & Aaron Rogers & Rashad Johnson & Esteban “Cito” Crandle & Trè Samuels.
Special was produced by Sha Money XL & The Breed & Esteban “Cito” Crandle.
Caleb Steph released Special on Fri Apr 12 2019.