Growing Pains

[Verse 1]
Another day another blank page
Another wall another blank space
I been staring holes inside these walls lately
And making homes inside em for a safer place
Its safe to say I’m far from what i used to be
I look inside the mirror theres a different face
Half the time I can’t stand what I’m looking at
And other times I would hate to look any other way
So I guess it's sad to say
I’m not too happy and when life handed me lemons
I broke em down to make lemon haze
And rolled it in a blunt of my fears
Of wasting all my time and being just like my peers
A coping mechanism that we all seem to have
Just to deal with graduating from being babies to kids, shit
We all sheltered, and thats as of late
More sensitive then our parents cause thats how we get raised
And that's the shit I realized being 18 today
The world is fucked up, so lets get fucked with it
Avoiding being social, man that's how I been living
Being broke and not living enough is how I been feeling
When yo Instagram is full of money and strippers
So every girl around you want the titties and the ass
And all you got to offer is some selfies which yo cash
Hoping that it makes em think you stacking more than you have and that just

[Chorus]
That just put some weight above my heart hm
I just felt a force that made my head ache
So I just checked into the hospital
Doctor diagnosed me with growing pains
He prescribed me with a dose of wisdom
And he told me take it everyday
Finish the bottle and you’ll feel different
All the growing pains should just float away just float away
All the growing pains should just float away just float away

[Verse 2]
Man I been growing under pressure
Growing out of love
Growing when they tell you it ain’t easy growing up
Growing in an atmosphere where growing seen as fake
'Cause you not tryna end up dead or at a party doing drugs Growing with a purpose, growing with some sense
Growing up believing you ain’t shit if you ain’t rich
Growing up we self worth is a picture in a Benz
And growing up where being pony is the key to making friends
I don’t, I don’t wanna grow up if
This is all the shit I gotta deal with doing it
Wish I would’ve known that growing up was this hard cause
If I did I prolly wouldn't’ve even went through with it

[Chorus]
That just put some weight above my heart hm
I just felt a force that made my head ache
So I just checked into the hospital
Doctor diagnosed me with growing pains
He prescribed me with a dose of wisdom
And he told me take it everyday
Finish the bottle and you’ll feel different
All the growing pains should just float away just float away
All the growing pains should just float away just float away