Spaceship

I've been on my spaceship
Ive been tryna break shit
Switchin lanes and takin names
I ain't bout to take no blame

I've been on a rollercoaster
Minds been up in outer space
Will to live on wanted posters
Searchin through the data base

Don't know what im boutta do
But you know ill keep it cool

Flyin higher than a helicopter
Need to call a doctor
I've been off my rocker
I've been tryna barter with my life
Tryna work harder
Play harder
Like i was Dewayne Carter
Ain't no fuckin Rebirth tho
Cause I'm at my Funeral
Lights Out for me now
Cause i am not no human being
No I'm a ghost, cause I'm a rapper
Ain't no actor, ain't no pastor
But ill knock the Holy Ghost out yo ass
If you touch my spirit
Causе im searching for the answers
And I think you might havе em
Cause ive been lookin for a minute
Bouncing round like an atom

Now check it, I think I found a planet
That fits all my needs
Cause its only got enough room for you and me
Im tryna escape
And wash the pain away
Cause I ain't got no one
Who wants me to stay
See all my sunny rays
Are still are darker days
Just waiting to escape
And kill my fuckin brain

Couldn't build a ship
Now im stuck in this shit
Couldn't take a trip
Now I gotta fix this
Haven't got a clue
What I gotta do now
If im stuck with you
I guess I gotta go now

Losin sight of
My planet
Now I might
Just panic
Didn't go how
I planned it
All I hear now
Is static
Trapped up in
My attic
Feenin like
An addict

What did it cost
I think my heart just dropped

Im lost