June 15th

I've tried to move on
I truly have
I've dated a few people this year but none have really lasted long
I won't lie to you and give some sob story about how they left me
I won't go on a song and cry about all my girlfriends leaving me
I left these girls because i was afraid
Things started getting too good and it scared me
I took a great girl and completely screwed her over
Because she wasn't somеone else
I still kinda sit with that
Now I'vе moved on but i can't seem to find anyone
This online dating scene is exhausting
If you don't sweep them off their feet immediately they move on
I'm exhausted, i just don't have the time to keep trying for love
And also make the music that's keeping me alive

If only i had more time