Space Cadet

I started to see the results of the secrets you kept inside so unattended, around the same time you said you were fine, all the while you mistook my concern for discipline
I could have tried harder, I just never thought that I'd see you become the disease you always swore you’d never be, but you’ve said that everybody gets beat in the end

Desperation has left you nothing
It isn’t like you’re helpless or incapable, I always said that you need to want to help yourself, if you wanted it bad enough, but it seemed you didn't want it that much
And by the way, despite your thoughts, I really tried to make it right and let you know I’m on your side
It’s a shame, but it was my mistake, expecting you to ever really change

How the silence held its tongue for you..
As I watch you breaking with each breath you're taking - I watch you lose everything

How could I have never seen this coming long before?
So predictable, yet I was never sure
How could I have never seen this coming long before?
So predictable, yet I was never sure where you would go