Soulsearchin’

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Been rapping since I’ve learned what it meant
Expressing emotions we can’t comprehend
To some it might pay the rent
But to me it’s different, makes me ascend
To humanity, you see I’m not very open
But the pen breaks through cement
Makes me reinvent myself after whatever event
I present myself feelings these happenings might represent
Opens my eyes to the actual content
Never was a con man
Just took a bad path and chose the wrong clan
It’s just new these days that I’ve started believing in a strong plan
Rather show myself through a song than
Just pretend shot to be gone man
But it’s just a young man learning the life lessons
And I’ll express whenever I feel I have to show the right message

All these thoughts and memories
Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me
Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me
Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need

Just slowing it down, searching deep within
Freeze time and space, looking back at how steep it has been
Used to be a creep to the men, that’s me when I begin
Closed myself, never taking risks cause I was afraid I would leap in a pin
But there’s no spikes on the bottom if you can fill up the hole
With water, but you can’t with do that with others, they don’t bother
If you want to continue your story, you’ll have to be the author
Look out for writer blockers, keep people out of your locker
That’s how it is, cause when you got success you’ll get a couple stalkers
Who try to creep in you’re the head of any rocker
They’ll be the shocker that will stop you from sailing and make you drop an anchor
Make you rancor, make you feel bitter
Right to the cheese but they’ll lead you to the kitty litter
Your life might be filled with glamour and glitter
But people influence you to be a quitter
So if they try to kill your signal, try to remain to be the transmitter

All these thoughts and memories
Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me
Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me
Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need

It’s crazy, some call it funny how life unfolds
Despite being told: the right grab the gold
Attack or fold, choose to fight or remain cold
Grew a lot, don’t need might, rather act controlled
Rather write till I’m old, stay in the light like it was foretold
Cause my papa is real, don’t know any better man
Would do everything for some, pluck his own feathers man
So we would survive the winter
When I grow up I wanna be like him, a winner
Born a kid, combination of a priest and a sinner
Memories I can’t delete from my inner
But I don’t need to those thoughts from when I was a beginner
Cause they mold me to what I am
Show me what I can
Negative was ruling, but it shows me I’m living better now man
That’s the end of my Soulsearchin’, I’m telling ya’ll ciao man

All these thoughts and memories
Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me
Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me
Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need