Mixed Emotions

I don’t trust her, but I love her
Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her
Never falling back in her web
And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has

Even though it feels like I’m having lots of friends, I’m still feeling kinda lonely man
Crazy how these moment pop up, feeling like I am the only man
To help people out and next day they act like they don’t know me
While we all know bitch, that you owe me
Talking like how you love that I’m so deep
I’m talking like how I love that you’re so deep
Our relationship would grow steep
But you changed, left me with cold feet
So I kept your ass on low key
You came back a month later talking shit I did, bitch show me
Cause we both know you’re lying you little how
Sheep love me cause I grow weed
But not the good type
I don’t clean that much up in life, bold me
Shouting at the sky for what life god sold me
Poor me, check me out, closely
And you’ll find out life’s deciding what my tone be

I don’t trust her, but I love her
Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her
Never falling back in her web
And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has

Right okay, now I’m spreading my bless
With finesse, trying to lose the stress
I created a mess, that’s just losing with a game of chess
Had me used like a pawn
Bitch had it going on, now I’m gone
So I don’t trust these bitches, treating us wrong
While they should just shut up, give us their thongs
Nah that’s bullshit too
I’m not childish like that yo, I grew
Learned from chances I blew
Advanced before I knew
Till I pranced when madness was brewed
Damn, now I’m through
Sick of going on, sick of trusting you
Wish I was crushing you sometimes
But I’m always loving you

I don’t trust her, but I love her
Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her
Never falling back in her web
And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has

Now you and me once felt free
It’s gon’ down after it all you see
We had a relationship, didn’t end too well
And then I felt down in my own fires, hell
Bounced back for as far as I did, but our friendship damaged
Even when the candle is lit
She closed up more and more
While I shared my thoughts of how I felt pure
You don’t want to share no more
So it’s bugging from my core
It feels sore, there was a time when your support was for sure
And now a good conversation won’t occur
While I’m putting in effort, I don’t understand
Why don’t you trust this man?
Your biggest fan, you’re putting up your wall
But I can’t, I’m trying to lower mine
Trying to show it’s fine
But she hates me now, never forgave me wow
I really made a mess, fucked up my bless, yes