SomeDays

Verse 1:

I don't wanna talk somedays
I just wanna chill sometimes
Please just allot my space
I’ll gravitate in time
Sleep in with blinds on shade
See clear when I pace my mind
It's rare that walk this way
Breakthrough when I see my shine
Some days I just wanna bask in the silence
So don't ask for a slightest of guidance
Already gotta ear full of vices, I then, ain’t no good for advising
(laughs) Listen
It's hard to wake up
The room for the love, it stay shut
My words are way blunt
The fucks get pay cut
The interest to care is bankrupt
It's rare in the red to stay but on some days blue

Chorus:

Some days, I'm fine
Some days, I cry
Some days, I try

Some days, alone
Some days, okay
Some days, I lie

Some days, I'm fine
Some days, I cry
Some days, I try

Some days, alone
Some days, okay
Some days, I lie

Verse 2:

Hiding my pain is a talent
Give me the option, I rather not tell you
Some bitterness part of my palette
Black and then grey & then blue again
Anger is present but absent, patterns right after
Friend's who call themselves friends but actors
Practicing magic, disappear, reappear
Only to give you an unexplained dagger
I gotta be the last one you face though? (face though)
Boss battle villain with the cape coat (M. Bison)
Telling other folks? that's a scapegoat
It cost you a ton Ima payload
If you gotta know that's why I’m ghost
Making friends is a scary thing
Keep it cordial when I’m out the post
Call me later I might let it ring

Chorus

Verse 3:

Closed in, so I close in, loathing
Pain lifted, but the window rigid so it's closing
Felt a slow wind
Forecast has them written off, hope you note it
Noticed
Its a breeze, how they move ease when
See em’ cloaking, loathing
Need a minute on my own
Second-guessing is my zone
Over-thinking got me ticking, ticking til blown
Taking tickets til I'm gone
Still might not let you in
Cause my reckoning, so relevant
So I just stay hidden when
Get the feeling it's kinda iffy then
....SomeDays