Solace

[Verse 1]
Ya
I got a, feeling
That I'm finna be getting my, filling
I got wishes beginning to
Understand I'm only one man
With only one life
That's all I want
Damn I gotta clean out the gutter
The rain hits the same pane and it's pulling me under
Slammed, wake up, a young Jacob
My makeup is tangled, in between a devil and an angel
Stranger things, I see it in my dreams
Double up the covers but it's never what it seems
Angry, jeans twisted in the seams
Heart is in my pocket
Take it throw it in the leaves

[Chorus]
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace

[Verse 2]
I got something dark in my thoughts
Pick it up, throw it off
Give it up, or go off? I go off
I show off with words that are on my mind sometimes I rhyme to find
The peace of mind release the binds and shine
Shine like no one's watching, life is not a movie
It's more like an avalanche, try not to let it move me
Feeling under pressure, that's a true story
I worry about the future, headed straight to purgatory
My heaven is out of reach, at least I'm close to the beach
But I would rather be on mountain tops, look over the siege
No rainbows, pain slow, guess it's how the game goes
See the storm in distance, put on my raincoat

[Chorus]
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace

[Verse 3]
On a daily basis, I'm chasing places that only exist
Inside my head, and where I'm headed I'll persist
On this voyage over the seas, I bleed, I know I'm breathing
Trees seem deceased until it's another season
Changes, had some fallen dreams, re-arranged them
Try to put the past behind me, still I feel the anchor weigh
Save my sorries for some other day
Feel like the product of misery
Blizzards only in my way, but I trek, and I trek
Through the swamps, I won't quit
I won't stop till I get to the top, to the top
Now this is the destination I've chosen, the final place that I'm hoping I go to when I'm feelin' hopeless, now you know it

[Chorus]
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace
I've seen things about me
I believe reality's
Teasing abolish
I'll retrieve my solace