Selfish

[Verse 1]
Yeah, okay, I'm back again, it's like 6
I never thought I'd have my sights fixed
On what I wanna do
I just wanna do what I wanna do
When I wanna do it
I don't really like wasting time
Sometimes I don't even wanna speak my mind
I keep it bottled like fine wine
Bring me down but I got 9 lives, like fuck it

[Chorus]
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest

[Verse 2]
Okay, like who's this at my front door
Go ahead, break in, I'm done for
That's what you thought 'til the gun cocks
Everybody got a plan, yeah, run off
Just face plant right in the concrete
Life hits hard, been since the 90's
I been riding with some Nikes
I been vibing since last night, so fuck it

[Chorus]
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest

[Post-Chorus]
I just wanna do what I wanna do
When I wanna do it
Hope it doesn't bother you, I'm sorry
I just wanna do what I wanna do
When I wanna do it
Hope it doesn't bother you, I'm sorry

[Verse 3]
Yeah, I apologize for my lazy ways, these lazy days
Gonna pave the way
I‘ma ride the wave 'til I see the shoreline
And waste some more time
Yeah, I'm good at that
Never thought I'd be good at rap
But look at that, I got checks now
It goes to bills, less stress now, uh
Woke up with a cold
My greatest fear is probably getting old
And never living life to the fullest
Here's to a better life bite the bullet
It's a better night than last week
I'ma get it right, don't ask me why
I get so weird now, I've been facing fears now like fuck it

[Chorus]
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest, yeah, yeah
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest

[Verse 4]
Yeah, I feel like a different breed
I look at you and see a different me
I look at us and see different trees
With different roots from different seeds
These seasons change, come and go
You ease my pain and you never know
Why I stay quiet, I don't know
Maybe that's just how the wind goes
But the wind blows to the Northwest
Get me out of this boring nest
I got a lot to get off my chest
You know me, don't hold your breath
Just hold me like you do
When that lightning hits the roof
I'll pull through with a happy face
This studio is my happy place, so fuck it

[Chorus]
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest
Gotta hustle, swear I'm never learning nothing
No discussion, I'm a mess
Got it tatted on my chest

[Post-Chorus]
I just wanna do what I wanna do
When I wanna do it
Hope it doesn't bother you, I'm sorry
I just wanna do what I wanna do
When I wanna do it
Hope it doesn't bother you, I'm sorry