So Stoned

Hold my breath until you're gone
At least this time, it's clear where I've gone wrong
(Wrong)
I'll wait my turn to tell you why it's over now
I won't come home and try with you anymore

Bear in mind
I think you made your point
And I'm not sure anymore
Why you get to be so loud
Trying on your kindest rage
And haunting the whole house
While I'm so stoned

Building up a need to hate
And waging wars you've made
All along

Was it that bad?
Was I that bad?

Bear in mind
That I don't owe you shit
And I'm not sure anymore
Why you aren't grasping it
Pack your things in boxes that you just unpacked to live in our home
Unhang all your pictures, while I untell all our friends the lies you told
It wasn't my intention to become someone this way, someone you loathe

Was it that bad?
Was I that bad?

I'll hold my breath until you're gone
At least this time, it's clear I'm not all wrong
And you can say I wasn't there
And you can say I always leave
How dare you always show your point
When all your ones have been appeased