Sex Is Complicated

You're in my house
I turn the lights out
My sordid past
That I have to face now

What does it mean
If I don't make it?
And now it seems
You know when I'm fakin'

It's hard to say
A clever phrase that's out of place
Or used in the wrong way
Without you knowing what to change
Without you feeling your full range
And I'm so afraid you'll stay

It's so hard not to run
An adding-up of everyone
Who took a piece and stole the fight out
But you aren't the way
To scrutinize my every stray
And I'm so afraid you'll stay

You're in my house
I'll turn the lights out
My sordid past
That I have to face now

What does it mean
If I don't make it?
And now it seems
You know when I'm fakin'

I didn't wanna lie
Can bodies tell a lie?
But it's so easy with the lights out

I don't want to anymore
I just wanna tell you everything
I'm so tired of being bored
I'm so tired of ignoring what I need

I don't want to anymore
I just wanna tell you everything
I'm so tired of being bored
I'm so tired of ignoring what I need

You're in my house
I'll turn the lights out
My present past
That's in my face now

What does it mean
If I don't fake it?
What's in between
The sordid blankets?