Smile

Tell me, have you felt low?
Tell me, have you felt this low?
I could sleep forever
I don’t wanna wake no, no, no, no
I don’t wanna break
Afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile
As I fall apart

I got big dreams that I’m chasin'
Pray that one day I’m gon' make it
I got things bringing me pain
It ain't the picture I’m paintin’
I got hope!
Yea, I ain't religious so show me a God
Show me a sign, never met Jesus
So give me one reason, I’ll change my mind
Im gon' go ghost!
Yo, i been a loner ain't no facade
Fell for the lies, I seen some crazy shit
Maybe that's why I stay inside
Fill these note pads while I choke back
These tears mixed with that Cognac
I have missed calls, but my phones cracked
Moms mad I ain't wrote back
But i’m really goin' through it
Truth is I don’t know what I’m doin'
Yea, so I fake it like I know it
I act strong when I’m not strong
Really thinkin' I’m about to blow it, yo
Lemme make it so clear to you
I got better things to do then put my ear to you, yea
And dwell on shit from ten years ago
Now I’m here, lights off, in the eerie glow singing...

Tell me, have you felt low?
Tell me, have you felt this low?
I could sleep forever
I don’t wanna wake no, no, no, no
I don’t wanna break
Afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile
As I fall apart

Got medicine for this head space
This fog I’m in feel like dead weight
I’m on this treadmill runnin' after nothin'
But ima keep on runnin' like what would my dad say?
Got five thousand reasons I should give up, true
Five thousand people I don’t live up to, ya
All my heroes fuckin' fell off
I don’t gotta lotta people i can look up to
I didn’t cross the finish-line just to start back
I’m sayin' "fuck love! Give my heart back!"
I don’t want fame "Give my art back!"
And my last voicemail disregard that
I don’t wanna be this person
I just wanna be a version of myself that i like
When i duck behind the curtain
But I’m certain that I’ve turned into a burden
That's the reason that these demons keep emergin'
And they singing like...

Tell me, have you felt low?
Tell me, have you felt this low?
I could sleep forever (I could sleep forever)
I don’t wanna wake no, no, no, no (no!)
I don’t wanna break
Afraid to fall
I just wanna make it through it all
Still I smile (still I smile)
As I fall apart