Smile!

[Intro]
It's called a game kids!
You want to learn about real reality?
It was enraging to - to hear someone talk to these kids that we look at like family like that

[Verse]
Self righteous, I hide behind my vices
I try to find a way to stick to my devices
I'm trying my best to keep a clean chest, but harassment keeps me in check
I'm dying, my heart sunk when my lungs was frying
If I am being honest, I'm tired of trying my hardest and facing my monsters
Fuck I regret being an artist
But I smile, smile through my problems
Smile through my addictions knowing I can't stop 'em
Mommas words topping mе over, I lost my luck where is thе clover?
I despise being sober, 'cause my thoughts ponder towards her
My self image is diminished, I feel incapable of loving another human being
Guaranteeing I'm the reason she's gonna be leaving
So I'm stuck here bleeding, in a lost road
Don't know what I'm believing
Uh, don't know what I'm believing

[Part II]
Tell me what I don’t know, darkness of my thoughts my angels are a no show
I promise you I’ll stand tall before I go low
Gotten this far I ain’t need the promo
Smile is my logo
I foreclose ya talent and give what you proposed
Cold body, insecure man but God I embody
Came a long way from tryna be somebody
Now creativity is all that’s inside me
Smile through the racism
Never frown even when the pay is up
Listen to i what I say, fuck what they say of us
Implications fucking me over, my bitch don’t love me but I won’t hold her
Homeboy got her piece before me, that’s the type of culture that always a hold me
Before thee, bars that match my insecurities
Fuck maturity, all I ever was and am is filled with impurity
Off the bottle I'm filled with security
Masterpiece brings tragedy, switch my flow how I ever mastered these?
A magnum piece for me is lead in the head but for you is what you’re listening