Sinister

(Written by B. Carmona)

Just like my heart
You ripped apart
It ain't so easy to start
I walk and I wait
For a break
It ain't so easy to take-

400 years man we still don't know
What I gotta do Babe I cannot
Take no no's

How can I try and deny
You said it I'm too embedded
I'm sorry couldn't let go I clutched
I guess I loved you too much
Now there's pictures on my walls
And I can't take them down

400 years and we still don't know
What I gotta do babe I cannot
Take no no's

Who do you wanna be
Do you wanna
Try and tell myself I'm not the one for this
And goddamn your soul
For blessing in
Never time for no criticizing eyes
I just wanted to live my life alive
I'll never be the man you wanted me to be
But is it ever really who I wanna be
Do I wanna

400 years man we still don't know
What I gotta do baby I cannot
Take no no's

Is this really it?
I hate it
Is this really it?
I hate it
This is really it
This is what it is