Disease

(Written by B. Carmona)

Well baby idiots like me don't get it
When we got something good
We always screw it up
You used to laugh and cheer around me
Oh but I fucked it up
Cause now it's mostly tears

I'm afraid my apologies won't make it any better
You know I'd do anything for you
I'm so tired of myself and all my problems
Why do I have to ruin, everything

Now all I want is for you to stay with me today
Fuck I know I'm such a disease
But I, can and I will do anything to make you smile again
I miss, the way we used to be

Oh I hope you're not too sick of me yet
I'm trying my best
People people look right here
I present the devil
I'm just trynna make it right but it's so hard
Get in my arms
I won't do you no harm I just want you
Oh how I want you

Now all I want is for you to stay with me today
Fuck I know I'm such a disease
But I, can and I will do anything to make you smile again
I miss, the way we used to be