Silence

Lately I've been feeling more and more depressed
Yeah
Look at my phone to distract me from nothingness
Yeah, yeah
My life on the screen don't compare to theirs
Yeah
In the end I'm the only one who fucking cares

That's why I'm hatin' on everything and everyone
That's why I'm blind to the angry person I've become
I just wanna remember what it's like to feel
I just wanna go back before these drugs and pills
Now I'm locked insidе, I ain't seen sun in weeks
Got nothing,nowhere. playing on repеat
Yeah shouts to the one who still hold me down
Wouldn't be here without you

I don't know what to say
So I won't say anything
The silence is deafening
But so what
And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with
But I guess I that's just life
So here we go

Yeah, yeah, yeah, uh
For the first time in a month I took a step outside
Almost tripped down the stairs, sun hit me dead in the eyes
Thought I was blind, but then suddenly I felt more alive
Than I had since I was fifteen without even tryin'
And all this time I'd given up, settled cold in the dark
Like my skin wasn't thick enough for my cold little heart
Never thought shit could change
Learned just be who you are
I'm saying 'fuck that shit, go be a fuckin' rockstar'

I don't know what to say
So I won't say anything
The silence is deafening
But so what
And all I ever wanted was someone to share it with
But I guess I that's just life
So here we go