Sickness

I hate being sick
Because the drugs i take aren't quick enough
To knock me out and save me from
All of the stupid games i play with you

No i don't wanna just be sick
I want it semi-serious
I'm happiest with an iv drip
And a pain pill script

It's sick how much i love being sick

And the joke is that i am immortal
I will be feeling this way
Long after you have departed through your portal
Crippling remorse, though

Remember the time you left me a trail of breadcrumbs
A scavenger hunt to your suicide note
I was so honored to be the one that you chose
I know we both drank up the excitement until we froze

And you were the one who taught me to keep
My hospital bracelet on all week
So that no one ever looks at me
Without knowing that i'm the biggest star

It's sick how much i love being sick