Sick Pup

[Intro]
You know I’m sick of you motherfuckers
Dictating how my life has went and how my life should be
You don’t me, you don’t know who I am
Fuck you (Haha)

[Verse 1]
I’ve been underestimated, I’ve been underrated
Underappreciated yet I’m still anticipated
I’ve been misunderstood, words were mistranslated
And I wish that I could do more than sit back waiting
And I’ve lived in the hood, and I lived with the wolves
Since a jit, life’s been a bitch that I loved
When push turns to shove I’m backed in a corner
I’ma throw the first punch, an outstanding performance
I’m just acting according how your people wanna view me
Let the black boy shoot a shot, Call of Duty
Ah shit, I forgot I’m white washed
I don’t act black enough, my bad, my fault
Mixed feelings, both sides, for the mixed kid
You would think at this point in life I’d have thick skin
You would think I wouldn’t care what a bitch says
Detecting all the fake motherfuckers like a sixth sense

[Chorus]
The weight of the world ain’t heavy, kept it held up
Why everyone around me gotta switch up
Barking up the wrong tree, you’re talking to a sick pup
A sick fuck, a victim of where I fucking came from

[Verse 2]
Yeah (Yeah)
Product of my environment
Trust me, I’m not proud of it
I wanted to go to college but
I couldn’t because of all the shit
I moved all over the fucking place
Ironic, because I’m stuck in place
It’s funny because I can’t complain
I’ve had people say I’ve never been through shit
You pretentious bitch, you ain’t never been through shit
Try being homeless, alone, stuck hopeless, a whole bond broken
With no recollection before
I was couch-surfing
I was wandering life, no purpose
Moved about 20 times, that shit hurts me
I’ve been used so many times, still hurting
I lost some family, I had to cut some others off
Cut my skin after cutting ties, like it’s all my fault
Stuck inside my mind, with nothing but fucking harmful thoughts
Nearly froze to death, but nah, you right, nothing’s wrong
Yeah, flip a switch, flip a bitch, middle finger does a somersault
Here’s another thought, mind your own fucking business ‘fore you’re bankrupt
I ain’t the motherfucker taking all your fake love

[Chorus]
The weight of the world ain’t heavy, kept it held up
Why everyone around me gotta switch up
Barking up the wrong tree, you’re talking to a sick pup
A sick fuck, a victim of where I fucking came from
Weight of the world ain’t heavy, kept it held up
Why everyone around me gotta switch up
Barking up the wrong tree, you’re talking to a sick pup
A sick fuck, a victim of where I fucking came from

[Outro]
And I’m fucking sick of all these bitches telling me that I ain’t been through shit
Just because I don’t talk about how I feel
I’m a very closed off fucking person
And that’s because of stupid bitches like you
Like oh my god, I can’t believe it, man
I can’t believe this shit, man
Telling me I’m overreacting because my Dad damn near died
Bitch, fuck you, I hope you die
Fuck you