Shoulda Woulda

[Verse 1]
I can talk too much
But don't say enough
Every single opportunity that comes
I just pass it up
Think I've lost the touch
Yeah, guess I get too shy
Close the curtains and blinds
You don't wanna see this messy mind
It's a heavy life, this internal fight
Sometimes I do shit and I don't know why
Gets in the way and it wastes all my time
Refuse to consume all the drugs they prescribe
I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes
Next time it comes round won't do it again
Don't taint me for my ways

[Chorus]
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Wishing that I did things different
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Thinking 'bout the things I didn't know
Oh, shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda

[Verse 2]
Ooh, said to myself
This ain't good for my mеntal health
And it's ringing alarm bells
Don't need no one еlse
To get what’s in my head out
I need to get away
Or find a beautiful escape
Where there’s nothing no one says
No distractions in my way
Oh, it feels when I'm at home
I'm over thinking in my zone
I don't wanna live on this frequency
Trapped and can't move on and I
I've been taught all my lessons from my own mistakes
Next time it comes round won't do it again
I blame it on my way

[Chorus]
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Wishing that I did things different
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
I don't wanna, lose my mind
Thinking 'bout the things I didn't know
Oh, shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda
Shoulda, woulda, coulda
Shoulda, woulda

[Outro]
Oh yeah, my mind, lose my mind
And then I’m like, "Why did I say that?", "Why do I do these things!"