仕方がない (it is what it is)

Chorus 1

I think about dying every single day
Everyday
Ppl leave you on some bullshit and i’m expected to be, a-ok
U cross my mind when the stars align
Can’t remember my life wish we had more time

I still feel ur soul
It was already time to go
I already know
Can’t do nothin bout it now

Chorus 2
I thinking i’ve been spending too much time alone
I got demons callin up my phone
I gotta man up, count up my dough
I don’t know when another one gonna go
I gotta hold on to what i know

Verse 2
Can you please speak to me
When you died i couldn’t remembеr a think
All my life i just wanted to be free
I know u see mе

I got way too many ideas that i can’t finish
Wish i could hear you say that you believe in me
I wonder what you would think about all the things that have been changing in me