Grief (what makes u human)

I blame myself for everything that goes wrong
I’m trying to stay strong
I’m trying to stay strong

What am i supposed to tell ya
That won’t make the situation worse
I don’t wanna fight back, i don’t want you to get hurt

Open your eyes and see i wasn’t even talkin bout you
I know she tryna get inside your head and turn everyone against you

I know the real you
You know the real me
But i don’t feel safe when u talk to me so i hide my feelings like some realtree

It’s not cuz i hate ya
I know that you hate me
I know that you did things
But i’m still open to forgiveness

The company you keep isn’t good for ya
Thеy take advantage of the trauma you inhеrited from them
I feel like you’re dyin in front of my face, they tryna take away what makes u human

Im pushin myself to the edge
I still got love for you no matter what anybody says
I don’t got the power to help you, i’m not the prez
Bitch i’m just depressed
Yeah i’m just depressed

I just want you back, not on some romantic shit
I miss when we were friends, but i’m not trained for this
I just wanted you to be safe from this
But i can’t even save myself

I don’t even know if u want my help
I can’t even do nothin u gon run and tell
U think that i don’t care cuz i don’t wanna talk
I wanna clear the air but i gotta wait for the right time

You became the thing you swore to destroy
These bitches fake, they plastic treat you like a toy
You think that they care about you, look deep inside
Look at your side, are you sure you’re still in the right?

But it’s not too late
I never wanted to say goodbye
I know the real you
You know the real me
But i don’t feel safe when u talk to me so i hide my feelings like some realtree

It’s not cuz i hate ya
I know that you hate me
I know that you did things
But i’m still open to forgiveness

The company you keep isn’t good for ya
They take advantage of the trauma you inherited from them
I feel like you’re dyin in front of my face, they tryna take away what makes u human