She Doesn’t See Me

When will I ever learn
There’s nothing in life I want to earn
I just wanna live and I wanna breathe
And my own brain chases after me

In bed at night my soul will yearn
In my heart a fire burns
But this is where I give up
Life should’ve meant more than love

She don’t see me like I see her
Changing up the perspective
She’s living in her own world
And I’m not a part of it

What's the point in trying?
Darling ain't my love
I’ll just sit and stare
At the stars above

What do I know
Living my life for show
I’ll never be happy with myself
Always needing someone else

She’s a beauty queen
Maybe the one for me
But I’m a vote of sympathy
I’m Locked in my mind, while she’s out there roaming free

We look past each other
I hide my love, we can’t see eye to eye
I think I love her
She just wants a shoulder to cry

There’s no denying
No need for justifying
She’ll never see me that way
To me, love’s a losing game

Try to focus on my breathing
No one cares unless you’re screaming
Write a stupid song, sing these worthless words
Ones I’ll never say to her

'Cause I don't have the guts, but don't wanna lie
Wouldn’t do nothin’ I don't wanna try
One more reason to laugh at me
I’m a worthless man with stupid dreams

She’s living her own life now
She’s living in my head
Problems don’t fix themselves
No prospects, I’m leaning into dread

There’s no point in giving up
But I never feel like I’m enough
Love is all I want anymore
Is this all this life has in store