Shangri-La

Rolling n i'm ragin, fucking with this asian
Who be snortin so much white
He prolly thought he was caucasian
Money all his life to fill his void that's been displacing
Both his parents had to die got them adoption papers signed

Probably where he lost his mind, there n in my basement
Discovered love was blind n time is fake n i'm inpatient
Selling off the dope they hand me boxes n greenfaces
Couldn't cook for shit i'm ignorant i pour my sake on this apron

Now he telling me about the high that he been chasing
Ask bout my mental state n if i can relate
When he asked me if he really getting crazy for his cravings
Told him memphis soul is pure, hold him down until his days in

From then, shit was lit, we independent
Rolling up loud, get high, living frivolous
Cause you know i don't try to get forgiven
I just get by, my pride won't let me quit it

Now we on the drugs n can't quit em
Couple hunnid by a couple minutes
Got you livid
And you mixing, god forbid it
But that's why you did it
Anything to be a rebel
Prolly why you addicted

Why i got afflicted, n we got evicted
On the porch, screaming for me
You know i ain't never listen
Never die, never simpin, never had an interest
Never told you that i gave a fuck, never said i didn't

Depression, depression (depression)
Forever depressed, man (depressed, man)
I'm not on an m
Confession, confession (confession, confession)
I'm often aggressive (aggressive)
Keep burning it in
So i thought i could sell it (could sell it)
Could sell an addiction (sell my addiction)
My demons commanded me
They laughing dead in my face, it offended me
Crashing, i'm crashing
Need oj & aspirin

I need some gas before i pass out
Running on the back route
Got my mind sore
& my legs burning
& my head hurting
Chest heaving, gotta get to leaving
Or i'll die right now

Catch up on my breathing before i slide back out
Never saw the light, every night, blackout
Why you checking? who you working? what you askin bout?
Run a tab to keep it tapping, niggas texting now

I need a vaccination or a lone vacation
Every time these niggas think that they touching me
I been lacking patience for these celebrations
For the snakes that came up n i had to love to see

Recognize the fragrance
Wanna find the blade in
Catch a couple fades
When they coming up to me
Buddha says "be gracious
"tolerance, courageous"
I forget they names
& i vrolet half my weed

That's the type of shit i been on
Had a long winter but it went on
Niggas come around me just to get on
Ima need some head aw
Before i have to come at niggas head on

You the type of nigga that a nigga put some bread on
Throw him off a bridge n stick some lead on
Go n left until we really dead wrong
So much we decide to rap his dumb hot
Do it all n exit so i can't cry

Depression, depression (depression)
Forever depressed, man (depressed, man)
I'm not on an m
Confession, confession (confession, confession)
I'm often aggressive (aggressive)
Keep burning it in
So i thought i could sell it (could sell it)
Could sell an addiction (sell my addiction)
My demons commanded me
They laughing dead in my face, it offended me
Crashing, i'm crashing
Need oj & aspirin