Settle The Score

Settle the score

[Verse]
Wow Nana we used to be best friends
Back then there was no stress
You were someone I never questioned
But in the end I had to learn a very painful lesson
You never cared about me at all you just loved the attention
Being your homie was my only intent
But now I see all that love I gave even being just that was more than еxcess
I wish amore sensе had penetrated my head
When I began to see that things starting getting intense
But no lemme dive and dig a little deeper into the story more
Funny cuz that’s what you wanted me to do to you when I was to head to Baltimore
Remember
“I can’t wait for us to go on dates and have sex” you said that on the phone
You were at Starbucks you said “I love you babe”
Then you cut the call
I really believed I was the dude you were falling for
Fuck am I talking all nicely and calmly for
You fucked be over and hardly felt at all responsible
Now I see it’s logical to get all my swords
Because as they say all’s fair in love and war
Remember the voice notes musing sucking my dick that you left
The freaky pics and videos you hit me with
Back and forth suggestive texts that we sent
I mean it was mutual I can never forget
Calling me habibi with your breasts in your vest
It’s all facts I got got that chauts and screenshots all real 100 percent
But I can never put those out only in the name of what you meant
To me and out of respect for who ever you’re with
But he has to see the fucked Up shut that you did
Callin your Male best friend babe baby and boo and not to mention
The fact that you and I were of different religions
I never knew I couldn’t be with you
You being Muslim and me being a Christian
I didn’t know at the time that it was forbidden and against your traditions
But you were well aware, you never shared that fact, you never made that decision
I would have actually listened and understand but nah it’s just way to late
Now really I’m out here wishing that you never existed
I mean Even Khadijah told you to come clean and tell me the truth but you didn’t
No lie that shit was twisted and deep down even you would admit it
So you can’t blame me for being viscous
What is it with women pretending to be committed when their hearts are not in it
You leading me on, stringing me along
Everything that you done You didn’t even think you think you were wrong, leaving me all sad and depressed for a year
Suicide on my cerebral in fetal position, wishing I had a needle with lethal chemicals in my arm
Man Its disgusting how you thought that you weren’t even wrong
When All that bullshit you put me through that’s the reason for this song
The hate’s been building for 3 years the bleeding didn’t stop
And in the end I realized I never needed you at all
And you Jennifer what man you didn’t think I was gonna mention ya
I know you I felt an instant connection huh
The first time I was texting ya till you came late to our first date in December you remember
When we were intimate and I was standing next to ya
Man I’m a keep it a band though man I felt that too
But it’s Straight déjà vu the same type of pain this year and last year too
You were unsure about me so you can’t tell me you love me when I know for a fact but that isn’t true
Because if you did I wouldn’t have been an option
There wouldn’t have been another dude in the background in your pocket
It makes me want to vomit I thought a found a girl who’s solid
And I was spooked and heartbroken the skeletons came out of the closet
I was just wish you were honest what really was the problem
I thought it was me ‘cause catching feelings doesn’t happen often
You tried to pull the “can we be friends” card
As if it would give solace
You had gotten rotten as time passed I thought we planted a flower and it would blossom
I should’ve moved with caution and had an Oracle to forsee all your deplorable actions
So pass the matches so I can burn the memories to ashes
The painful flashes is caused by women who couldn’t move with some sense and in a normal fashion
This is how I wanted to express myself but never got the chance to give my reaction
It’s very apparent in all that shit that happened
I see I was never really the cause
But I still had to spend a whole year removing the claws
Constantly dealing with predators who initially seemed OK and I was good towards
Now I just set of course the heal and find peace and give myself applause
And using punchlines in metaphors to settle the score,HA