serpents

[Intro]
I did it again
On a laptop screen at 3 in the morning
I spilled my guts for a friend
I just wanna be seen, is that really a goddamn problem?
I know what I said (I know what I said)
And your boyfriend sees me and just about blows his brains out (Kills himself)
Turn me into a threat
So I'll bite my tongue and make friends with the serpents

[Verse 1]
I can't admit my wrongs, so I'll stop talking to you
I don't know for how long 'til I can tell you the truth
Or write another song
'Bout everything that I choose to hide from everyone else
I, I, I'll face the facts, somber-eyed until I laugh
Heavy hitting 'til I crash, but I still can't call you
I make you mad
Every conversation's sad and awkward, but what can you do?

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna talk to your best friend
I'd rather hear everything from you
And do you hesitate before you hit send?
'Cause I don't know who I'm talking to

[Verse 2]
And when he wastes time
Smooth talking with his hands up on your waistline
I hope you think of me at night and through the daytime
"At least he's happy" is what you'll say to yourself
I, I can't help but lie awake, feeling stupid
Wide awake and my memories polluted
I try my best, but I know that it's useless
'Cause I know I can do better

[Bridge]
I put my all into something that I can't guarantee
Wrap my soul around the frame 'til it's a part of me
Every time it's just a lesson I can never learn
Look in your eyes, when's it my turn? When's it my turn? When's it my turn?

[Instrumental Outro]