second choice

[Intro]
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah

[Verse 1]
I can't go to sleep most nights
And I feel like everything's not right
'Cause I spent months tryna find my voice
Motherfucker, I'll be damned to be a second choice
Wasting hours while I talk your head off
If you wanna, you can put your phone on mute
Feeling powerless, a one-end trade-off
I'm not gonna try and say I know what's true

[Bridge]
And it comes and it goes, what do I have to show?
Leave me to my devices
Laying face to the floor, tryna settle a score
And I'm failing all of my friends
Ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah

[Verse 2]
I'll be home in a month's time
Thinking back to the days when I was online
Tell another motherfucker that I'm not fine
Out of mind, out of sight, I don't really give a damn if you're right
Don't know how to look at you
Baby, I can waste time too, passing out at half past 2
Everything's the same, fuck a cue
I don't blame, it ain't new, I ain't seek for a truth

[Outro]
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
But it's all fine, I'll be alright
I can't go to sleep most nights
And I feel like everything's not right
'Cause I spent months tryna find my voice
Motherfucker, I'll be damned to be a second choice