Serenity Prayer

[Chorus]
I can't seem to fix the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dyin' now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept, the things, I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ runnin' through my veins

[Verse 1]
Tell my family I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I tried the best I could but it wasn't enough
Backed against the wall and I'm fallin'
These bottled up emotions make me wanna erupt
Self-destruction, I'm in need of
Reconstruction, non-believer
The devil on my shoulder and he don't believe me either

[Chorus]
I can't seem to fix the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dyin' now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept, the things, I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ runnin' through my—
Now I know what it feels like to be God

[Verse 2]
Lord, please forgive me for my sins
I'm caught up in this torment that I'm in
Tatted scars ornamentin' him
Symbolizin' places that I've been
Outside, cornered in the wind
The sunlight is sorta gettin' dim
Thought the substance might've brought me peace
What I reap is sorta gettin' grim
Family ties severed by my lies
The severed head of snakes where I reside
Clouds brought a break up in the sky
And I can't get a break, I wonder why
Seems that I'm forever shackled down
That peace of mind and me just can't collide
Sins of my father follow me
Family tree with leaves that ain't alive
Look alive, a leader need a liter
Led me to believe a non-believer
Handed me a plastic orange bottle
Said that it would fix me, a reliever
Seems that he was more of a deceiver
At ruinin' me, an overachiever
Sent me to a hell with Father Time
And Mother Earth had buried me beneath her

[Chorus]
Fix the pieces of my life
Caught up in the end of times
Dyin' now is more than fine
Off the drugs the only time I feel alive
God grant me the serenity
To accept, the things, I cannot change
This liquor was my remedy
It's not the blood of Christ runnin' through my veins