I Still Miss You

[Chorus]
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you

[Verse 1]
Yeah, okay, I traveled down dark roads, my childhood foreclosed
Lookin' at the stars, God speakin' in Morse code
Opportunities arise second the door close
You gotta have bigger than short goals
Suicide doors just an ode to the trauma I've been through
You lucky you ain't been to half the hells that I've been to
And I did it all without a person to vent to
The will of God only thing that I'm finna bend to
Pick myself up out the ashes, like drivin' an Aston
Doin' one twenty-five and it crashes
Life play before mе in a series of flashes
It start to makе sense when you seein' it backwards
I, thank God for the pain
Thank God that I'm not the surface layer ice on the chain
It symbolizes gains and everything overcame
And how you could weather the rain
I never thought that I would see a blimp with my name
Or twenty thousand people singin' songs that I wrote on the plane
God truly workin' in mysterious ways
I found clarity in a delirious haze, yeah

[Chorus]
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you

[Verse 2]
I pray my nephew never see me in some
Dark state like when I found my pops holdin' the gun
Last words I said to him was that, "I'll see you at one"
Seein' him turned out to be somethin' I always would want
Yeah, I cried tears for a year straight
Just in case you wonderin' why I'ma always fear fate
Locked in this prison that I'm in and stayin' outside a steel gate
People don't want hear 'bout yo' problems when yo' career great
Not to mention all the ear aches
From people ventin' to me in a weird space
I find clarity in my alone time
Numb myself so sometimes I shed a tear late
Gave myself away to my passions
The artwork is where I show up in the most genuine fashion
My pops told me, "Turn yourself to a man of action"
The actions that he took left me seriously fractured
And these the type of pains you can't fit in a caption
That's why I ain't on Instagram gettin' distracted
I'd rather turn myself into a bigger attraction
Gotta show up for yourself when the ones you needed absent

[Chorus]
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you
Can't lie, I still miss you
I can't lie, I still miss you