Self Imprisonment

Help me, I'm drowning every night
Tell me everything will be alright
I'm trying hard to put up with the fight
It's a battle trying to make it through the night
I'm wishing that my mind was losing sight
But the demons are what keep me up at night
How could I climb the highest heights?

Don't you think if I could be free I would of?
Everybody thinks that I'm free.. But, uh..
You ain't never had what I need
Try and be what I am in a world full of greed
I, uh.. Swear to God it brings me to my knees
Every man bleeds, but I'm trying to breathe..
I uh.. Don't you think if I could be free I would of?
Don't you think if I could be free I would of?

It's a shame to be a slave in a world with no love
It's a shame to be a body in a hole that you dug
It's a shame to be in debt when you don't get enough
It's a shame you gotta fake it just to own what you want
It's a shame if you walk out and get zoned by a bus
You're buried by tomorrow with remorse that you've done
It's a shame when you look into the mirror
It's a shame that you couldn't see clearer
It's a shame you're a man with his head in his hands
Try and grow up and then the devil is man
And God's Plan is fake as a pen in his hand
Things change, people die, then you're left with a grant
Fades to nothing, you don't want it, feel like Kevin Durant
Like let me jump ship to the evil empire, set fires, run it over with wet tires
Conform to suit and ties, sit at desks with Seth Myers

Don't you think if I could be free I would of?
Everybody thinks that I'm free.. But, uh..
You ain't never had what I need
Try and be what I am in a world full of greed
I, uh.. Swear to God it brings me to my knees
Every man bleeds, but I'm trying to breathe..
I uh.. Don't you think if I could be free I would of?
Don't you think if I could be free I would of?

Help me, I'm drowning every night
Tell me everything will be alright
I'm trying hard to put up with the fight
It's a battle trying to make it through the night
I'm wishing that my mind was losing sight
But the demons are what keep me up at night
How could I climb the highest heights?