Heart So Cold

I said I'm back in it, I'm back in it
Scratchin' like I put wax in it
Mad witted, my pads written
Half my life I had a bad image
For 10 years I've been rappin' it
Take my mind I'm unraveling it
Sad sickness, it's a sad sickness
Safe to say I'm going crazy
'Cause I won't let them enslave me
When the paint leaks, I'm KD
Only difference is I got rabis
'Cause when I be trying to get in the zone
Addiction keeps calling won't leave me alone
Addiction to phones, addiction to woes
Addiction to dreams, addiction to goals
Addiction to family, addiction to foes

How you walking round with your heart so cold
And your thoughts so bold in this world unknown
It's the hardest thing to take, maybe I just need to break
How the fuck we walking round in a world so fake?

So fake, it's fake
They won't wake, they won't wake
Only time they're seeing your faith is staring at you at your own wake..
Won't break, I won't break
I'm telling you all I've been rising and falling
I'm frying my thoughts and I'm trying to call it
Decisions, decisions, they trappin' my mind
They ain't getting fed so they tapping my line
Their liver and kidneys on rapid decline
Pains what I felt when I'm passing the time
All of you don't know a fraction of mine
I'm drowning my sorrows in captain and wine
Conquer the world with my hat to the side
Put all these fakes in the back of the line
All of your faiths on the pad when I write
You're mad that I shine, I'm glad it's my time
Kid with a dream, but it ain't what it seems
Kid with a dream, who knows who I could be
Kid with a dream, but it's fading so slow
Kid with a dream, tell me I need to know
When will I make it and when will I grow?
Got the seats packed bout to give them a show
Give me a sign, baby, I'm bout to blow

How you walking round with your heart so cold
And your thoughts so bold in this world unknown
It's the hardest thing to take, maybe I just need to break
How the fuck we walking round in a world so fake?

[Diddy Speaks]
Got my MTV, Ight..
I'm a savage, I'm a savage
I'm a savage, whatever I want I'm going to get
Whatever I want I have to get
What's next? I gotta get it
I'm not gon stay lying down
I'm not gon stay fuckin down
I'm not gon stay fuckin lying down
I'm not gonna do that

Oh you thinking you the man now?
Motherfucker better stand down
I don't want no more excuses
You say that you do this?
Put all in this music or go live with Judas
I ain't got time for your no dedication
All chances are wasted
You'll fall on your faces
You're judging me low key
And that's gonna make for an awkward arraignment
Coming straight out of the golden ages
The lowest places, the coldest faces
Play my cards right like I'm holding aces
Put the burner in your mouth it'll scold your braces
Just when I'm up and I'm gettin' started..
These deaths and doc trips neglect the process
My checks and profits and economics
Could eject a comet and behead Bin Laden

How you walking round with your heart so cold
And your thoughts so bold in this world unknown
It's the hardest thing to take, maybe I just need to break
How the fuck we walking round in a world so fake?