​​​​​​seething

(You're so useless)

You thinkin 'bout me, seething in yo' seat
All these demons in my head I can't even beat
Feelin' sick, stomach hurts, I can't take it now
Showin' up to the party, oh yeah I got a frown
What's the point of coping? You know I ain't comin' back
Seething to yo' seat cause I'm better, yeah you got it bad
It was, yeah, the worst, yeah, you copin', thinkin' otherwise
I don't even know, how I kept up, yeah with all your lies
What's the point of coming back? You know it ends the same
Use me for my stuff, yeah I knew it, yeah I gotta change
You are, yeah, the worst, oh my god, you make my stomach hurt
Promise you, I ain't comin' back, I'd rather be in dirt

You thinkin 'bout me, seething in yo' seat
All these demons in my head I can't even beat
Feelin' sick, stomach hurts, I can't take it now
Showin' up to the party, oh yeah I got a frown
What's the point of coping? You know I ain't comin' back
Seething to yo' seat cause I'm better, yeah you got it bad
It was, yeah, the worst, yeah, you copin', thinkin' otherwise
I don't even know, how I kept up, yeah with all your lies
What's the point of coming back? You know it ends the same
Use me for my stuff, yeah I knew it, yeah I gotta change
You are, yeah, the worst, oh my god, you make my stomach hurt
Promise you, I ain't comin' back, I'd rather be in dirt

(Jae, you're always doing this)
(Pushing me away, closing yourself off)
(The tension in the air is always so strong, yet it doesn't even feel like you're here sometimes)
(Do you know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin!)