​​​​​​dissociation

[Part I]

[Intro]
"Will things get better?" Of course, it won't. I don't think I'll ever change

[Chorus]
Damn, I know I did you wrong
I'm the worst and I'm the scum, I should off myself
Better off on being dead, I should end it now
I'm just kiddin', I'm gettin' better, yeah, come check me out
Pick yourself up, Charms, yeah, go check the weather
I know that you got it, got the courage, yeah, it's getting better
Pushin' forward, yeah, this come together, you gon' make it out
All that moping talk gonna really put you down and down

[Post-Chorus]
Damn, I know I did you wrong
I'm the worst and I'm the scum, I should off myself
Better off on being dead, I should end it now
I'm just kiddin', I'm gettin' better, yeah, come check me out

[Verse]
My therapist is asking me, I talk out all my problems
Instead of breaking down and talking out, I see you out
This not my argument, I'm feeling great, I'm feeling better
Ever since my mood changed, the weather's looking better
"Charms," yeah, "I'm strugglin, am I gon' make it out?"
Of course you are, you gon' see it through, you gon' make it out
Crying all up in yo' bed, oh, my God, you wanna shout
You just want a hug and someone to tell you that you made them proud

[Chorus]
Damn, I know I did you wrong
I'm the worst and I'm the scum, I should off myself
Better off on being dead, I should end it now
I'm just kiddin', I'm gettin' better, yeah, come check me out
Pick yourself up, Charms, yeah, go check the weather
I know that you got it, got the courage, yeah, it's getting better
Pushin' forward, yeah, this come together, you gon' make it out
All that moping talk gonna really put you down and down

[Part II]

[Chorus]
Blaming, yeah, myself, I can take the fall
What's the point of lying? I ain't even involved
Crying in my bed, second time this week
Need to get my ears blasting on repeat

[Verse]
Have ya ever stopped eating for a week?
Have you looked in the mirror and started to tweak?
Have you ever thought, yeah, of suicide?
Have you ever thought that you wanna die?
I don't even blame you, yeah, I know it's rough
Crying to myself 'cause no one gives a—
Alright

[Spoken Word]

[Chorus]
Blaming, yeah, myself, I can take the fall
What's the point of lying? I ain't even involved
Crying in my bed, second time this week
Need to get my ears blasting on repeat

[Outro]
Do you know why you hate yourself so much? Maybe it's because you can't be in your own skin!