See If I Mean It

[Verse 1]
I wish I could make my fears go away, slaving away
Waiting on a dream, got no patience today, making a way
I don't wanna sleep, I been staying awake
Got no time like all week, I might go MIA
Stay out my way, nothing to say
I been online, they might ruin my day
I been outside, wouldn’t you run away?
I'm scheming, yeah
Need a light, I'm fiending, fiending
I’ve been staying up dreaming
Lately I've been thinking

[Pre-Chorus]
In the spotlight, I'ma ball out, I'm genius
Got by now I'm alright, I ain't dreaming
Y'all lie, but in my mind, I'm decent
My time, I’ma shine bright, I’m seasoned

[Chorus]
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it

[Verse 2]
Wish I had sleep, but I threw that away
Flying out state, tryna get up early, know my ride on the way
Smile on my face, even though I'm dead broke, one day I’ma get paid
And I got bills, but I'm finding a way
Tryna be safe, I don't see my friends I been grinding away
Hiding away, no one understands I been trying to say
I'm bleeding
Till my heart stop beating, beating
But I swear I’m not leaving
I still got my freedom

[Pre-Chorus]
In the spotlight, I'ma ball out, I'm genius
Got by now I'm alright, I ain't dreaming
Y'all lie, but in my mind, I'm decent
My time, I'ma shine bright, I'm seasoned

[Chorus]
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it
See if I mean it