Process

[Verse 1]
Feel like yesterday I was just a kid
Had no anxiety up inside of me, I could sit
And now I'm packing up all my bags to live on my own
Knocking down dominoes, but on another note
I'm noticing how much I've changed
These days I know I don't look at things the same
I'm growing up and learning plenty ways to deal with pain
Accept the things that are actually healthy for my brain
I guess I'm learning the world isn't what I thought it was
I guess bad things really happen to all of us
I'm losing touch with people I used to wanna trust
I been through things I ain't really comfortable speaking of
But rapping more than a hobby now
So what I say in my songs, I better be walking out
I dropped school and moved out, so this ain't no opting out
I used to beg 'em to listen, I think they want it now

[Pre-Chorus]
I been wishing on a star
Life could get so hard
I been tryna go far
But I'm shooting in the dark

[Chorus]
I know it's a process
I know it's a process, yeah
I know it's a process
I know it's a process

[Verse 2]
When you a kid, they might embarrass you
But ain't nobody who love me much as my parents do
I gotta keep in perspective that shit won't stay the same
Got to visit my mom and dad just the other day
Shout out my homie, he told me that he getting engaged
Having a baby will have you living a different way
I'm tryna grow, but there's certain people who in my way
I'd rather be alone if it cost me hitting the stage
I got a lot, writing on how my record perform
I feel the pressure, it gets to the point I can't ignore
I'm tryna show the whole industry what I got in store
The same people I used to have ain't here anymore
Going to war 'cause I want more than a spot on tour
I built my fan base natural, I really saw the floor
Ain't competing with y'all if you lie when you record
At least personally I know I would do it for more

[Pre-Chorus]
I been wishing on a star
Life could get so hard
I been tryna go far
But I'm shooting in the dark

[Chorus]
I know it's a process
I know it's a process, yeah
I know it's a process
I know it's a process