SEASONS

Overreacting over stupid shit
And you're awfully quick
To point out that i’ve been
Doing it

A lot these days
And you say you're getting real real sick
Of dealing with all of my bullshit

All i can do is apologize and
Tell you that i'm really going through it
And i know that you love me
I’m not asking you to prove it

And i'm not making excuses
For the way that i've been treating you
I'm just upset and afraid
And trying my best not to lose it

But what can i say?
When the seasons change
I start feeling strange
But not quite derranged

You say i'm being insane
Why do you exaggerate
When i'm the one in pain?
I just want you to stay

I know i'm pushing my luck
You know that you're my king
I’m sorry baby let’s fuck
And just forget everything

You say you're really exhausted
And you just wanna sleep
I think i’m going to cry
'cos you don't wanna touch me

And pretty soon i've got the
Both of us screaming
I bet now you really hate me
I don’t blame you, it's amazing

How i spent my whole day
Dreaming of being with you
And then the second i got it
I just lit the fuse

But what can i say?
When the seasons change
I start feeling strange
But not quite derranged

You say i'm being insane
Why do you exaggerate
When i'm the one in pain?
I just want you to stay

At least until it rains
And i can rehydrate
And take back the reigns
And maybe hibernate

When the seasons change
You know i'm still the same
I just want you to stay
Until i feel okay

I'm trying to the best of my abilities
Not to subject you to my emotional lability
But the more i repress
The more i feel stress
The more i push you away
The harder this gets

But what can i say?
When the seasons change
I start feeling strange
But not quite derranged

You say i'm being insane
Why do you exaggerate
When i'm the one in pain?
I just want you to stay

At least until it rains
And i can rehydrate
And take back the reigns
And maybe hibernate

When the seasons change
You know i'm still the same
I just want you to stay
Until i feel okay

But what can i say
When your feelings change?
You don't feel the same
And i'm the one to blame

You say i pushed you away
And there's nothing i can say
And now you're on your way
And i am all that remains

When the seasons change
I'll still be the same
I'll always be this way
I'll never be okay