[Intro]
I've gotta keep things down like smoking and drinking and the bad things because I should be clear as a bell
If I finally manage to get some rest, I shouldn't have a beer in my mouth quite frankly
So, that's what I'm checking in about and everything's fine
It's a beautiful sunny day and I'm looking forward to getting home and seeing my family
Bye
[Chorus]
Sit with me and you’ll see that we’re fine
I’m behind the scenes, this is all CGI
Don’t leave, I know you will
[Verse 1]
I know it’s hard to leave when I keep making sense
Why’d you go? Why’d you leave this town?
I don’t know why you never stick around
I was waiting for you to come home
Don’t just let me go ‘cause this used to be easy
Now you don't believe me when I stall
Keep me in your recents (fuck!)
I still don’t know how you hung up the phone
That’s when I broke, silent, alone
I called again just for your dial tone (fuck)
[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna stay here if I don’t have anyone
I don’t really like who I am or who I ever was
I don’t know if I can make it alone now
Save me from myself, save me
Everything you said when you told me you were never coming home replays in my head as a way to never let you go
I’m afraid that I’ll never be new
Fuck, it felt so good with you here
[Chorus]
Sit with me and you’ll see that we’re fine
I’m behind the scenes, this is all CGI
Don’t leave, I know you will (don't leave, it’s obvious)
Talk to me, overseas, over skies
I’m alright it seems, give me one final try
Don’t leave, I know you will (it’s obvious)
[Outro]
I just keep running in circles
I don’t want anyone around, I don’t like you now
If you've got something in your sleeve, I don’t mind
Get out, keep away, don’t stay
Keep everything you said
Oh, I don’t know
I just got everything I wanted from your loving, I don’t need another
Do you care? I do
With her never
More clever than ever, my baby is running
Don’t leave me, I never lose something
You see me, I’m leaving you ugly, I’m leaving you ugly
Hold on, don’t go, hold on
Just take me with you when you go
Please, I don’t need me
This stings, I don’t wanna stay
Close on my mind
I pictured the perfect life with you
I don’t know why it’s truly you
I’m still trying to make sense of this, I can’t
I don’t know why you’d leave my hand
I just can’t find reasons to live without you here
Inside my mind, inside my heart
Baby, I–
Maybe I–
SB-129 was written by Angus Maude.
SB-129 was produced by Angus Maude.
Angus Maude released SB-129 on Fri Sep 24 2021.
Track 9 on Blue Book, SB-129, represents a pivotal moment on the album and in my life. I wrote it when I realized I was insulating myself from my problems and in-turn isolating myself from those who loved me and ultimately pushing them away. It’s also when I found out that being alone with my though...